130th Day

  

  Happy 130th day Hannah!

In this pic, I was looking away for a few seconds, turned around and found you like this! lol I thought it was funny coz you didn’t cry or anything. Hahaha!

You are working on your rolling over techniques everyday and you can almost roll over to your left! You can probably do it within a few weeks for sure.

You’re a lot stronger now and I’m having a hard time giving you medicine everyday.

You can play with hanging toys in your playgym very well!

Now, I’m thinking of ending this blog as I’m the only one writing it now. I can do it in Instagram or photo books if it’s just for me. I thought the whole idea of keeping this blog was to write letters to you from BOTH of your parents about your growth and how we feel about raising you, but for some reason I’m the only one doing it now. This may be the last post but I’ll definitely keep a record of you anyway.
I wish your daddy was more supportive with what I wanna do. I mean he would do it if I nicely ask for it and he needs to make sure that I feel bad about it. I just wish he was more willing to make my everyday dreams come true. I don’t want to be apart from you. I love you so so much that’s for sure. But sometimes I just want to do something like everyone else, and at the moment I need more support than others. I cannot do things on my own like I used to, but it doesn’t mean I don’t want to do it anymore. Is that too much to ask?